I admit it. I have developed a case of the
SAD since my return to Sverige. Not having a routine or schedule makes getting out of bed in the morning less urgent. And by morning I usually mean afternoon, but by that time it is closer to dusk anyway. Lets not mince words. Not to be overly dramatic, but I have been down for a while. One strange occurrence that I have noticed is an increase in extremely vivid dreams. I rarely remember my dreams, so it has been a strange few weeks. While I actively pursue several activities that ward off depression - exercise, proper diet, rest, etc. - I sometimes lose interest in, well.... everything.
But a few days ago the clouds parted, the sun came out and I woke up (for no particular reason) with purpose. My morning routine was no longer a chore. As I enjoyed my cup of coffee I happened to set foot onto my balcony. I air was fresher than it had been in months and it seemed like the sun was no longer dying a slow death. It was as if Jesus was giving me the proverbial high-five. Some days shine brighter than others.
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I occasionally jump in the sea here. Usually in daytime. |
High Five Jesus is way better than Regular Jesus.
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